I’ve probably read every fic permutation of this idea (but if you have any recs I’d love to see them I’m always in the market for great new fic). And I love it. Because then Steve could start a convo with Tony that went like this:

• “Tony, you remind me of-“
• “Steve, don’t you dare, not you too. I AM NOT HOWARD.”
• “That wasn’t what I was trying to say, Tony. You remind me of Peggy. Sure you look like Howard but everything about you screams Peggy Carter.”
• “…”
• “What did I say, Tony? I’m not calling you a girl, Peggy was in the SSR with me. I’m sure you recognize the name, she was in the dossier that Fury gave everyone when I was unfrozen.”
• “…”
• “Tony?”
• “You don’t know do you? Fury never told you what happened to Peggy did he? Why didn’t you ask about her?”
• “What does that have to do with anything, Tony? I did ask, he said she retired, got married and had a son.”
• “Dammit. You don’t know anything. Go talk to Pepper I can’t do this right now.”

And then after I think these thoughts and have these fictional plays run through my head of all the ways it could go down I end up looking a lot like an extra strength kleenex commercial.

Because then I can’t stop thinking of Howard and Peggy getting closer (they were obviously bffs in the movie don’t try and tell me differently fondue okay fondue) and then slowly falling in love, but it not being firey or anything just best friends getting closer over time. A lot of “I’ll never leave you” conversations. The reason why Howard searched so tirelessly for Steve wasn’t only because he was his friend or because it was right but also for Peggy. Because he knew that she’d never loved him as much as she loved Steve. And he was okay with that because he loved her. And he missed Steve too. Howard never saw Peggy smile her mega watt smile as much as she did when Steve was alive. But for Tony she always did. And he knew that if he never found Steve, well Tony would because he might have got all of his vices and bad genes but he did get Peggy’s good ones and that should be enough.

DON’T JUDGE MY HEAD CANONS OKAY?

Okay this is another one of those, LIVES IN MY COMPUTER FICS. Basically it takes place in between Good God, Y’all and The End canonically. But in that weird place where it’s actually a part of the Zombie Apocalypse timeline, aka would have happened in the timeline where Sam leaves and Dean and Sam don’t reconcile. ANYWAYS. In this fic Dean’s a smoker, only because when I wrote it I learned that Kripke originally was gonna make Dean a Marlboro man, and I figured because I’m a stress smoker if Dean ever smoked he’d probably pick it back up after Sam left. Also? Cas is pretty human sounding in this fic, because they’re discussing the convo from Good God, Y’all and I like contrasting how harsh and angelic he was in the hospital with how he his in this. I hope it doesn’t come across as OOC.

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Okay, so this? Is both a Birthday present to Tia and a coda to The Man Who Would Be King. Basically it takes place after Cas leaves Dean after their last conversation at Bobby’s and Dean’s sitting on the couch. It’s also a part of a much larger fic, but suffice it to say that this is one long stream of consciousness on Dean’s part. All first person, probably awful. But I love Tia and she wanted to see it, and I didn’t leave it in her askbox because I used formatting and didn’t want to loose any of it. *hides away forever cause Stephie’s actually a chicken shit*

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A/N: Okay here it is! The italicized conversations are conversations where the speaker isn’t exactly speaking, hopefully it makes sense. Please leave me some constructive criticism and let me know if I should continue it to a verse! Thanks!

A/N 2: Also thanks to ohmeohmyohmisha for the fantastic title idea!

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Dean.

Child, it’s okay. You’re safe now, it’s time to go home.

Dean, it’ll be okay. I have to bring you back now.

No I can’t come with you, not yet, but I’ll come for you soon.

No matter what you see, what you hear, don’t be afraid. I’m watching over you now. Alastair is gone, we’ve left him, I promise.

Oh, child, don’t cry please don’t cry. Come here, that’s it, we have a little time, who do you want to meet you when you get back?

Sam? I can’t find Sam. I’ll make sure he get’s there but who else?

Bobby? Okay, I’ll make sure he finds you. Don’t be afraid. I’ll never hurt you Dean, I saved you. You’ll be safe, don’t be afraid, I’ll never let anything happen to you again.

I promise.

Don’t cry, child. It’s time.

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ohmeohmyohmisha answered your question:THE FIRST CHAPTER OF MY DEAN/CAS AU IS ABOUT TO GO LIVE. BUT FIRST?

The Flaws In Fates Design, Two Wrongs Make us Right… Enough, Broken Destinys and Mended Hearts… Sorry lol its to early, Sounds good thou